Again back at work....and have the time to slowly reflect on what happened during the week. Regrets....plenty but what to say?
On stock....yes! down to my last 45% of my 25K. WTF!!! really! In order to get back to my capital....i must win back 110% from what I am left with. That is not easy thing to do...even to think made my head pain. Just in one week....in fact, just 4 trading days I kena whacked by almost 12+K.....and I managed to close most of my SGX stock earlier or else....maybe burnt the whole lot by now.
Tomorrow...going down to pray2 again, maybe didn't pray hard enough. Anyway...will do my best.
At work...no luck too, kena blamed by optrs for their troubles. Then 4D, also no luck. Lucky thing...my health is fine. Except neck ache...which could be due to pillow trouble. Cock...also standing but "lan lan" do nothing too. That's why hinted to wifey that the lion is better off than me ( was watching cable TV about animal show ) then she told me....why not to be a male monkey, shit....kena "rubbed in". Just went to bed early....don't even want to scan the stocks ( T3B trader ). Can hear music and dream....hehehe! Anyway....got dream but can't even remember...must be all "rubbish" type. Now....I am living like a monk, look around...I am asking myself wtf am I doing to myself. Can lose thousand dollars....yet, never go enjoy myself. Whether....travelling, fucking around, drinking, meeting up with friends, sitting at coffee shop and chatting up the PRC women...or whatever. In the end...I still choose to stay home....at most, go to gym, sauna, swim or feed the fishes. Or just "lan lan" sleep early to hope for some "wet dreams"....lately that never happen too. WTF!!! Cock still standing too. SIGHED!
Not that I don't know where to find for "FL" or whatever, just don't know what to say to them when face to face. Another thing....also don't want to impose on anyone too eg wifey and anyone. But during....time like now, esp now when nothing goes "right" and losing money in stock then I have this issue about cock standing and why I didn't go and enjoy myself when even the Banglas also know what to do with the maids. Yes....my condo's bangla was telling me on Monday...that he was screwing with some of the maids in the condo. He even is willing to give me some lobangs....wah, I must be looking damn pathetic to him hahaha. Btw didn't took up on his offer...I got pride mah.
got pride but no hole to screw and to release pend-up stress.
ReplyDeleteSo....what is new in life? esp for people like myself.
funny....just a thot esp with my old friend who has a Vietnamese gf. What an idiot? He think that his gf won't screw with other guys except him. Man! he should get "real"...btw his gf works in a pub in Joo Chiat.
ReplyDeleteEsp funny is that his gf kena STD....and he bring her to the doctor. He would be lucky if he is still fine. But knowing him....he must have kena the STD too...by one week he would be cursing her!
so lucky that I don't have this problem of kena STD or having gf problem. Mine is just cock standing problem hehehe.
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